My relationship with my pussy changed and my partnered sex improved greatly, once I embraced masturbation. Something that I really hadn't in my 38 years prior.

I didn’t always love my vulva, because I didn’t know how to connect with her or what she looked like. The mirror challenge to explore self in front of mirror, not to release but to just see what can happen to this extraordinary zone of the body gave me a chance to love all of me not just parts. 

I harbor quite conflicting thoughts: wanting to share and more publically revel in the beauty of my body and sensual being, while at the same time preferring to keep this one part of myself in the shadows, only entrusting her glorious appearance to a carefully selected audience.

I always wanted to see my vagina in a different light. It surprised me how unfamiliar I really was with my own private parts…